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Sunday, November 15, 2009

alhamdulillah...


it has been a while and now i'm back...yes, i was struggling with my exam, Part 1 Master of Medicine (Family Medicine), which was held last week in PPUKM....it was a scary and terrifying experience...the last time i had a major exam was 4 years ago...so, the feeling was so intense and i was so nervous...


my life was a torture...books were everywhere...the kids had to be managed b my dear hubby and my parents....i came in action only to breastfeed Imtiaz...i was down with a very bad fever 3 weeks before the exam..Imtiaz got it too and my life was a disaster....the fever settled after 5 days with the initiation of antibiotics....i gained back the strength to continue from where i left...at times i felt like giving up but Allah gave me the strength to carry on....Allah sent me friends to help me with my studies and that really helps...


i prayed to Allah to give me strength to face the exam and to give me and my friends success in the exam...i want to pass this exam very badly because i do not want to undergo the same stress again in another 6 months...i do not want to leave my children with improper attention from their mama again...i need to move on to the next level to accomplish my dreams...


during the exam days, i wasn't sure of my destiny....i left it all to Allah as He knows what is best for me...


waiting for the results was the longest 2 days of my life...i lost 1 kg in 2 days, i couldn't sleep and i was screaming in my sleep...


dear hubby had promised the kids to go for a short breakaway after i finished the exam...Jihan especially was so excited to go for splash in the swimming pool...on Friday afternoon, i went to get a swim suit for little Imtiaz....it was at the carpark i got a sms form my lecturer that the result was ready....i called her feeling shaky and trembling throughout....when she told me that i passed the exam, i was so relief and alhamdulillah, Allah granted my prayer...


i thank Allah for His mercy and blessing to me and my family...i thank my dear hubby for giving me the support and for taking care of the kids, my parents and my maid for taking care of everything else, my friends and lecturers for their supports, help and guidance...


and i did enjoy my 1 night stay at Pullman Putrajaya with my family....



5 comments:

hot mama said...

congrats!!!

shirun said...

congratulation doc....i learn much from your blog...thanks a lot...

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